This month marks the second anniversary of The Dendroica Project, and it feels to me that this series is reaching a conclusion of sorts. I have started the process of assembling the essays and poems into a book, in which this October musing will be the last chapter. I am not sure what will happen in this space next, but for the moment at least I intend to keep sharing something monthly.
I also want to acknowledge the great and unnecessary human suffering that is underway in this moment, and to add my voice to those demanding an end to the cycles of violence and retribution.
Little mounds in the garden
In the forest
But nary a mole to be found
Cracking open
Something breaks free
Rising into the sunlight
Expanding into ephemeral form
Puffballs, agarics, amanitas
Chanterelles, candy caps, oysters
Boletes, lion’s manes, trumpets
Mushrooms!
October is their time.
The Potawatomi and Anishinaabe have a word
Puhpowee
For the mysterious force that causes mushrooms
(And some other things)
To rise and swell suddenly
Emerging into full form
Perhaps when we set out to wander
In hopes of filled baskets
We should also wonder
How it is exactly
That an organism built entirely of filaments
Produces such marvels
How do they decide where, when?
How do they send signals
Along the mycelial network
Directing nutrient and energy flows
To the sites of puhpowee?
Some are mycorrhizal
Tied in to the roots of the great trees
Searching far and wide for minerals
Which they exchange for sunlight-sugar
The Wood Wide Web.
Some are decomposers
Growing their networks through fallen logs
And leaves and needles and droppings
Digesting the resistant biomolecules
Cellulose and lignin
Building and enriching soil.
Some are parasitic
Testing the mettle of living trees
Creating cavities for owls
Opening spaces for new growth.
Nearly all are awakened in October
The forest rehydrated after summer drought
Tree roots freshly stocked with sunlight-sugar
Soil still warm enough for new networks to grow
So they choose this time to burst forth
To reveal their invisible, perpetual existence
Powered by puhpowee
An astounding array of diversity
In all colors and shapes and sizes
Some delicious and some deadly
All with one primary purpose
To release millions of microscopic spores
Which float through the fall-fragrant air
To land and germinate into new networks
Perpetuating their own cycles.
Without these fungi our forests could not thrive
Carbon would accumulate
Nutrients would run short
Trees would suffer
The complex web of life would simplify.
Take away these processes
And rainforest soils lose fertility
In just a few years
Nitrogen and phosphorus and potassium
Leached away by rainfall, carried away by streams.
We humans
In our perceived and self-perpetuated separation
Are not so good at closing loops.
We mine minerals to fertilize our fields
While the nutrients in our crops
Enter dead-end waste streams
In septic tanks and biosolids
Mixed in with toxic chemicals and heavy metals
Destined for landfills and rivers and oceans
Feeding vast acres of algae
But seldom returned to the fields to nurture new growth.
We log forests
But do not return anything
To the thin volcanic soils
To nurture the next generations of trees.
We encapsulate our own bodies in caskets and vaults
Six feet under
Where they cannot re-enter nature’s cycles
For hundreds or thousands of years.
We combine our complex wastes
And ship them to landfills
Great growing mountains of trash
From which nothing will ever be recovered
At least on human timescales.
We are not the first of Earth’s creatures
To fail to close our loops
The cyanobacteria were the first perhaps
Oxygenating the atmosphere
Changing the biosphere forever.
Then came the great coal forests
Depositing layer upon layer
In tropical swamps
Lignin
Polymer of of the Paleozoic
Perhaps the fungi of that time were not yet so adept
Or perhaps the ground was too saturated
But whatever the reason
Great lignaceous landfills
Across the globe
Accumulated carbon
To be covered and compressed and cooked into coal
An unsustainable process
That changed the climate
And that was not sustained.
And that is now being reversed
By our own mining and burning
Which will, of course, not be sustained
Because coal is finite
As are all mines
For phosphorus
And potassium
And iron
And copper
And lithium
And everything that powers
Our unsustainable civilization.
Too much of our discourse about waste
About recycling
Is about guilt
How bad we are to throw things out
How good it feels to recycle.
I don’t think that is useful
Or necessary
Our Earth will survive
Fungi are already learning to digest our plastics
Our landfills will be buried and compressed and cooked
To become the richest ore deposits
Of some distant tomorrow.
Could we instead act out of love
Or wisdom
Choosing to close our loops
So that our children may thrive
Rather than face scarcity?
Might we begin to choose
To pee on our plants
To compost our wastes and our bodies
To embrace humanure and hugelkultur
To ensure that the products of our industry
Are reusable, recyclable, degradable
Rather than disposable
Not because waste is bad
But because we care about community
Longevity
Abundance
Living in harmony
Rather than separation
And short-term profit.
Just as we do not really understand the upswing
The process of creation and growth
Choosing instead to perceive
A moment of birth
For products and people alike
So too do we ignore the downswing
The decomposition
The invisible mycelial networks
Beyond their brief puhpowee moment.
To us there is a moment
When products become trash
When the toilet flushes
When bodies die
And out they go
Away
Buried
In a state of immaterial nonexistence
Of irrational irrelevance to our thoughts and lives.
Part of embracing an ecological spirituality
Is to choose to participate in the processes
Of our ever-renewing biosphere.
May the season of mushrooms and falling leaves remind us
To embrace the downswing
To close our loops
To step away from separation
To relax our perceived dominion
And begin to live as if we belong.
this would make a fantastic ending to a book/collection. very powerful messaging.
the Dendroica Project has consistently been my favorite substack newsletter. I hope you do keep posting things, but I'm grateful for all your contributions over the last two years.
Thank you Markael :)